At last my result. OMG i'm really happy. its not because of my result but its because of its worth. For everything that i have sacrificed in my life. Now i want looking for my life back. Thats whats i always say.

Thanks for everything. I want to thank my family. papa, mama, i do all this for u. And now i have shown that i can do it. And my special thanks to hadi for his courage and help. Without him i will lost. he is mu guidance. Thanks for everything.

To my friends especially Arfah and Farah. For being my good friends. We share a lot of things especially about Shinhwa and Kpop. We fight but then we together again. Thanks girls.

I'm happy.

discover what candy you are @ quiz me

sometimes i feel that my life is empty and lonely. is that true? i donno what's wrong with me. All i want in my life is just a simple life. I miss my friends Farah and Arfah. All the best to you. May all ur dreams will come true. And hopefully i will find myself back.

Anyway right now i'm trying to finish my fan fic that i start last year.

Saatnya ku berkata
Mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua
Ku yakin inilah waktunya

Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi


Dan mungkin bila nanti
Kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan
Kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin
Saat semua di sini

Dan bila hatimu termenung
Bangun dari mimpi-mimpimu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu
Cerita saat bersamaku



Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi
simpan untukmu sendiri
semua sesalan kau cari
semua rasa yang kau beri

its lovely..

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i donno what its mean ... but someday i'll find the meaning. I copy this from a Music Video that i love so much, sing by Jo Sung Mo. Very sad and touching mv.

I love song by Moonchild called Because Of Love »ç¶ûÇϴϱî !!

I thought love is something pain. Something that will always hurting you. No matter what you do, no matter what u saying, and no matter what u feel. You only can feel and see the pain. pain in ur heart. The tiredness. The loneliness. Living for something that u not sure. Thinking for something that might be not exist. Looking at something that not belongs to you.

Every single time, evesy second you only fell the pain. But.....

Because of love ... i lost my sane ..
Because of love ... i lost my judgment ..
Because of love ... i lost my identity  ..
Because of love ... i lost everything ..

BUT ..

Because of love ... i found my insanity ..
Because of love ... i found who i am ..
Because of love ... i found my happiness ..

AND THE IMPORTANT IS ..

Because of love ... i found YOU .

 Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

What sacrifice means to you??? I have no answer for it. And what does love means to you?? And i have no answer.

I'm still searching and may be there will be no end for my searching to find the real meaning love, sacrifice, and hate.

Ahh... Its Andy oppa birthday ...!! Saengil Chukahae ...